Feeling as if I am failing again!!!
Like I have to explain myself and decisions to everyone! I know what it means to be stuck between a rock and a hard place!!
If I leave, he wins, and I lose the love of my life, a great job, and would use again!
If I stay , "he" wins, and I may lose my kids.
I've spent my life trying to please other people!
Living up to their standards..
living by their rules..
I work too much
I don't work enough
I'm too close
I'm too far
I'm not doing enough
I'm doing too much
Why????
look where this has gotten me!!
If you love me, then love my independent style
If you love me, then love my strong will
If you love me, then love my logical decisions
If you love me.....then love me!!!
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